Fighting For Control

I watched Survivor tonight and it is getting really tight.  They are down to 5 and I like 4 of them.  The one I don't care too much for is quite the mastermind player.  I wish I had that much control over my OWN will, much less anyone else.  I would not enjoy that kind of control over others, but I would like control over all parts of me.  I feel this project has brought some control over the physical health of my body but it has really been a fight with my mind over it....  Who is in control here?... I hope the effects and feelings of good health over rule...